Right so I’m working on some longer content (got 8000 words so far!) I am actually stuck though 😦 Maybe writing something small like this will get me back on my feet 😀 Regardless Expect it soon!

I just have something to get off my chest.

We are here for God. Our creator. Not ourselves. Self gratification causes Self harm. I’m wired this way though. I want to be alone. I don’t like to be around people all the time. In fact I would rather just chill with my cat and just play games. Alone. Unfortunately for me this is not conducive to a happy life. I need people around. My social battery is quite small. There is good news though. Some people actually charge it!

Now a tree has roots, trunks, branches, leaves and fruit.

“And he gave some, apostles; and some, prophets; and some, evangelists; and some, pastors and teachers;”
-Ephesians 4:11

God Isn’t here to condemn. So, how can we call ourselves imitators of him if we do?

Grace goes deeper than sin. As a comparison we should see sin as lazy compared to grace. Like, has anyone viewed grace as lazy? I would say grace works the hardest!

I guess I’m pushing the language?

“Moreover the law entered that the offense might abound. But where sin abounded, grace abounded much more, so that as sin reigned in death, even so grace might reign through righteousness to eternal life through Jesus Christ our Lord.”
-Romans 5:20-21

Like i have a problem. I get scared when talking about God or using the word “God” or “Jesus.” I view this as HUGELY problematic. Well I Got tempted once:

When I was 18: I decided to go for an adventure, I was hearing voices at the time. I love jrpgs and had it set to be like one of the character. So I left home and went for a walk. I walked. Then I continued to walk, and walked some more. Eventually I found myself on a hill or mountain. I was in constant communication with the voices. Speaking words and not knowing all that much of what I spoke of. On this hill I was told someone was wanting to converse. Well I got in touch with this voice (his name was also Daniel) on a frequency my mind was able to receive. We talked and he told me he owned a cool looking building there. He was of course concerned because (I assume) he knew I was quite mad (I was).

Next thing I knew I had gone gta on the land, going for a joy ride on the quad bike on the mountainous path with the thought I was like alex rider and I would join some secret spy agency(still hasn’t happened D’:)

Hubajub happened and I found myself (after a kick to the throat) In an ambulance. Then on the ground. And. On the ground I was tempted. I was tempted to be a hidden Christian (by the voices) That I could go through my life keeping my faith secret. I laughed. It was what I wanted. I could believe and not loose things I stood to loose. And. Set to do as such I was give a small mercy. The mercy? Pain. As the fire truck drove away a loose stone flung out and hit my finger. I winced. It hurt. But my senses came back. In the cloud of delusions. I lost one. Later though I found out that Being an open Christian has hugely beneficial rewards. Jesus promises that if you tell peeps he’s your friend, he does the same! 😀 So cool huh?! So we get the best friend possible AND he matches the pride we have in him with pride in us?! Count me in!

“Everyone who acknowledges me publicly here on earth, I will also acknowledge before my Father in heaven. But everyone who denies me here on earth, I will also deny before my Father in heaven.”
-Matthew 10:32-33

That day I spent wondering, Into the night. I just walked and walked. But in the end I decided to return home. I wanted and craved my room, at my parents place. A bed. Half asleep I walked back home. Into the early morning. I got really tired. Prepared to sleep on stone. I was given an out. I got offered a ride home. Int the ride home i pretty much slept the whole time. Thankfully God Cares about us. Like a lot.

In that place far from my home, he gave me a ride. And To that driver eternal gratitude from me.

To conclude we should thank God that we do not live alone on this planet. Even us introverts. If God wanted he could have set us all on a planet individually. Maybe we fight, kill each other even. Greed might take over. We might break each others hearts on the daily. Even so, It’s far more beneficial than we should be on this planet together. We’re not alone, and that is great.

So I don’t want to apologise for being a Christian. It’s not a curse. It’s not bad. I’m not harming anyone with it. I will be making sure to add as much Christianity into my work as possible! I don’t want to be ashamed of the gospel. Nor is it justifiable. I make Christian literature here. Take it or leave it 🙂

Thanks for reading 😀

GOD BLESS!!! He Loves you!!😇

More than you know 🤗

-azie