This might scare people but i hear voices ._. Mostly they friendly but some of them wanna drag me to the pits of hell 😩 like lay of guys earth gets hot enough as it is 🥵

Its not all bad tho i mean i kinda feel like a spy with an ear peice in. I like that. I like spys. I guess im pretty comfy with them too coz i been with them a loooong time (10 year end of this year) it does take me a while before im comfortable with people. Breaking ice is difficult for me i guess.

Yes there’s positives, yes there’s negatives but thats not the biggest part. They tell me the future. Its not clear though. Like 1.1 vision. I only get a very clouded view of it. Also i would rather not be spoiled on my own life Even tho i dont care about spoilers in others lives. It is what it is. Just trying not to disappoint my creator. That’s the biggest point to my torture from them 😟 I resist even the kind ones coz I think its wrong to talk to them. I also think its helpful to give them SOME time tho. “If you put your faith in the light when you have the light, you will become sons of the light.” So just the ones here through the light.

Yes i hear voices, good and bad. There are issues and resolutions. But at the end of the day its a cross that i can bear joyfully because i have hope. Hope that they will be helpful to my life and my creators life. I wouldnt consider them a curse even if they are because through them i have peace. God is here. That is plain to me. His servants tend to him and i have faith in his love. Pains reward is something that cannot be broken. They are here, they are not lost.

-azietheazie